
Rain fell most of the day yesterday, the entirety of the night and today. Cold rain. The kind that makes you feel chilly despite a warm and snugly house robe, thick socks and several cups of hot coffee. I should have skipped on the coffee though. We’ve had rain nearly every day this week. One gray day after another. The grass is really green. That nice bright spring green, vibrant and new. I wouldn’t mind some sunshine…sometime.
I had plans for today. Had. But sometimes a moment comes along that is jolting. Early this morning I was awakened from sleep by a noise. I didn’t know if it was an animal or a person screaming. The sound raised the hair on my arms and made me feel cold. I wasn’t sure what I had heard. Turns out it was my neighbor. Just after lunch time my neighbor drove his truck off a steep cliff…about three stories high or so. Maybe he wanted

to die. Maybe he just needs someone to notice his needs. I cannot judge his heart. I will not. He did survive though.
All of this drama brought back my brother’s suicide attempt. All those emotions returned to the surface. My thoughts were numb and jumbly. I cancelled school the rest of the day and the kids watched The Lego Movie. I knitted.
Some days there’s just no making sense of events.
My to-do list can wait until tomorrow…

Up until today our week was mostly quiet. I worked in the mornings picking groceries and put in some full school days with the kids. Littlest worked on an art project this week in his language arts curriculum. I thought he would refuse to do the project but he surprised me. He did not want to use watercolors so I introduced him to oil pastels which he really liked using. We discussed the artwork he was to copy; talked over colors and shapes. Then he did his best to replicate the work. Of course it looks nothing like the work he copied but I can tell that he tried very hard to see the various shapes and color variations in the painting. He noticed details and that was the point of the exercise.
Poetry tea and breakfast was nice this week. The kids had everything set up when I got home from work. We had a nice time. Oldest graciously accepted teasing about the peach fuzz he calls a mustache between poems. We then spent time learning

about Vermeer and Longfellow. We’ll be spending the next 36 weeks reading Longfellow’s poems and the next nine weeks studying Vermeer. This week we looked at The Girl with a Pearl Earring. We thought she seemed a bit sad and was very beautiful. Oldest snuggled one of his bunnies while we read poetry and Littlest ended up in my lap. He refused to let go of me for nearly an hour…kinda sweet even if my legs went numb.
While Oldest and I were away a couple of weekends ago my husband finished painting the schoolroom and added hardware to the drawers and cabinets. The room looks really nice. Eventually I plan to add a curtain to add some color to the room and soften the lines of the window. I forgot to post pictures of the finished room last week…silly me. The pictures are in the gallery below.

On Monday Oldest begins his writing class with Melissa Wiley the author of the Prairie Thief. He has been looking forward to it for the past few months. The class is offered through BraveWriter and I am sure it will be as awesome as the Just So Stories class. Sparkles wants to take a creative writing class this summer with Karen O’Connor also through BraveWrite. Already our summer is starting to fill up.
We’re planning a trip out west for next fall to the Black Hills area of South Dakota. I discovered this week that Carhenge was on the way. Who doesn’t want to see Carhenge? We plan to drive all the way to California. I’ve been looking up parks and such between here and California…two weeks is just not enough time to see it all. I’m finding it hard to whittle down the sight-seeing. So many choices…
I’ve had quite the day. My kiddos are tucked into bed. Shannon an Oldest are having a great time in Dallas with the guys from The Hail Ming Power Hour Podcast. I’m going to have a glass of wine and watch a couple of episodes of Star Trek: The Next Generation…maybe a couple of hours with Data and crew will keep the troubled dreams away for tonight.
May 6, 2017 at 10:32 am
Prayers, that is a tough situation to have seen and to have to re-feel.
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May 6, 2017 at 1:36 pm
Great looking school room, wonderful place for work.
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May 6, 2017 at 2:14 pm
The scream and the suicide attempt would have completely derailed my day. That sort of news is so haunting. It disturbs you to your core. I feel sad for him. I’ve been depressed, but I’ve never been so utterly insanely miserable that I wanted to kill myself. I really hope he is able to find help and hope.
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May 7, 2017 at 7:20 pm
I hope he just hit the gas instead of the brake. It would wreck my day too and I’d call of school/work et al and chill for the day too.
Your built in cabinets are amazing. Your whole school room is wonderful.
I like little one’s painting. He did a great job. He’s better than I am! What a great idea copying the master for shapes, color, and texture is! I should do that more. Perhaps it would help me grow with my painting and drawing skills.
What parks are you going to see in California? Yosemite? That kind of park or amusement type parks?
I haven’t seen Carhenge but it’s on my list! I wish I could get there for the Solar Eclipse in Aug. I won’t be able to see Totality this time, but I have seen and photographed it once so I can’t complain too much…right? 🙂
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May 8, 2017 at 8:44 am
Sadly, he was intoxicated at the time. His ex-wife has been trying to get him to go to treatment. I hope he is just open to the treatment he will be forced to take now. He is a kind neighbor and has taught us so much about birding and Purple Martins in particular. I guess we never know how much pain someone is experiencing.
I have been doing most of the painting and drawing lessons along with my children. It is enjoyable to learn these new techniques and I think the kids value it more since I do the exercises too.
I am not sure which parks will go to yet but definitely the nature kind. I would like to see a redwood tree too.
Carhenge during a Solar Eclipse would be awesome…
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May 8, 2017 at 9:43 am
You’ve got some good choices of parks to see the Redwoods. Yosemite has the Old Grove with Redwoods so you could do both in one park.
I think it’s great that you’re drawing and painting along with the children too. I’m sure they appreciate not having to learn it alone, and seeing your struggles with it if any, and how you over come them are valuable lessons!
I hope your neighbor comes out well in the end, and accepts the help he needs.
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May 8, 2017 at 8:35 am
Isn’t it amazing how in the blink of an eye a memory resurfaces? For some reason I still think of your little brother. At that time I say a short prayer that God will provide opportunities for him to hear the Word and change for the better. I have hope that he will pass this test. My prayers to you too my friend, blessings,
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May 9, 2017 at 6:25 pm
Your homeschool room is amazing! I’m a bit envious. I hope your neighbor gets the help he needs.
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May 18, 2017 at 10:13 am
Bless your heart. We too have had the taking of one’s life in our own families. Those memories are painful. Prayers for this man that needs help, we have those in our lives as well. So sad. Your room and pictures are delightful though, thanks for sharing!
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